Surpassed Supression

Each page draws me closer to check and falling sprout of surpassed suppression. I give no heart to pain and I ignore its friend prejudice, It has no beacon of  warmth, No fix that is real  or help. There is one, and its only an idea. Only, as if that made it any less powerfulContinue reading “Surpassed Supression”

Ecstasy’s Wind

Error in Judgement, Judgment and decay no more, but an ecstasy wind. What limited realm is  the i.d. of our  very realm itself? Does not your realm breathe  of the ecstasy wind  and of ecstasy’s wind. What Apollo gods rule  this earth to maker her so cruel? Why Athena have you forsaken us? 6/9/14

I am Indeed Captain on my ship named Invictus

I escape into a dreary ponder of the night not under any new narcotic but one less. A semi sober mind and life afresh to bring my word to soul. I am captain now, Yes certain of my soul once again. What saved me were these few words, even my own. Did words not saveContinue reading “I am Indeed Captain on my ship named Invictus”

Of Love and Life

I fill each page with a song and no page gets filled at all. These have been times, Wasted and harsh, bitter and entitled no more for all shall be entitled to peace, and love. But we have an illusion of what  love is as such  we have illusions  of life. 6/8/14

Scream o Thought

What? A question and an answer. Pour me my reward so that I can choke another humor. I love nothing but the beats and the rhythms and sorrows. Prophetic screams, Makeshift call, Vetoed votes pure balance, outward stance Scream of thought Scream of Idea Beacon and Call of All and Yet of None Yet ofContinue reading “Scream o Thought”

The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 10

Chapter 10 I didn’t awake until 9:40, well after my parents had awaken.  I’m sure my substance consumption from the night before played a part.  I still had no problem repeating it.  I popped and snorted the last of the pills and smoked at least a gram of the dope and a bit of hash. Continue reading “The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 10”

The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 9

Chapter 9 I dreamed I fucked her again.  This time without the ending event, we just fucked and fucked and fucked.  I would actually have the same dream not to long after this one.  It was a perfect dream, not because it was about fucking, just because I knew one day I could have her. Continue reading “The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 9”

The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 8

Chapter 8  It was 7:45 when I woke up.  My tour of Humboldt state wasn’t until 11.  So I knew my parents wouldn’t be up until nine.  So I just lied on the bed trying to remember my dream as best as I could so I could interpret it.  First I thought of the beginningContinue reading “The Burden of Empathy : Chapter 8”

The Black Widow : Chapter 10 (Conclusion)

Life is already hard for our teenage heroine Lisa. But life gets even harder when a sexy serial killer starts killing every douchey guy and bitchy girl at her school and she becomes the prime suspect. Until one night when she finally comes face to face with the terror that is, The Black Widow.